This is going to seem like a strange post perhaps, then again, maybe not. I have been here a little over a year and a most trying year at that. During tht time I have gained support, lost support here on AR, but, the one consistent, constant presence has always been Carole. Even after a prolonged absence last year, the minute that I reappered so did Carole. In my opinion Carole is a very accomplished professional in the area of Feng Shui, but, she is also a very real aand intuitive individual.
I was reflecting back at my past year on AR. Many that I corresponded with have long gone. That makes me sad. I started a tradition last New Year's called my white plate ceremony. This is a process whereby I take two white plates and on one, the current year, I write everything that I wish to let go of. On the other, the new years plate, I write everything that I wish to attract. At midnight I go outside and smash the current year's plate with a hammer and then put the new year one in my chinaa cabinet.
I was barely hanging on last year and when I wrote that I thought that everyone would probably think me a nut, however, I needed to write that post and perform that ritual. I did!
For some reason thinking of that put Carolle in mind and I remember all of the gentle support that she offered through that very rough time. In my opinion, Carole is a rock at AR and has so much more depth and reach in important ways than many that have far more time in and points. I always look for Carole's blog first and am always disappointed when she hasn't written. For me Carole has made AR worthwhile even if I never do an ounce of business from being here. Thanks Carole
In central east Tennessee is a little spt known as Benton Station Tennessee. lthough it is near Benton, it is considered a separate area. It was also known as "Murny". It sits south and west of Benton proper. Tomget to it you have to go to the other side of the Ocoee River. It used to be a central trading spot. The L & N railroad buiilt a train depot there and thus it was known as Benton Station. The name came from it's close proximity to the town of Benton. The train continued to run there until sometime in the 1960's. There is a Benton Station Baptist church there now within walking distance to the old depot. Frequently craft festivals and activities are held there and there are antique shops. The entire Ocoee corrider is becoming an "in" place for arts and ntiques. If you'd like to visit, contact me and I'll send you driving directions..
Alright gang. Help is needed once again. Get on Mandy's blog and encorgae her today. Poor kid is having a very rough time of it and sounds like mom is too. This little girl seems so precious. If any of you are from her area, somewhere near Tampa, maybe you will consider doing some little thing for them. Check out her Angel Foundation. Thanks
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Posted: 18 Nov 2008 07:20 PM CST I try. The vast majority of the time, I try, to keep my chin up, a smile on my face, a spring in my step or any other stupid faux happy cliche you can come up with. I try to just keep going, keep believing, keep knowing all will be okay.I do. Really. I promise. Yeah. Then? Then there's today. Today? Not so much with the happy, positive, chin up thing. Tomorrow I will do that again. But, today? Today, I want to throw a terrible 2's esque, feet kicking, fist pounding, "It's not fair" screaming, nasty, ugly temper tantrum. Now that you really want to come over and be my friend.... Mandy had an appointment with her neuro-opthamologist today. Yes, there is such a specialty. Nothing horrid by any stretch came from it. But, he thinks the right pupil is possibly becoming less reactive than the left. This could be an early sign of degeneration or damage to the optic nerve. In short, it could be a sign that her vision could start faltering soon in that eye. We have been very lucky, given the size of her tumor that her vision has remained stable. And it still may. But, today, I am going to drink my mocha my friend was brave enough to bring me. I am going to concede and be a temper tantrum throwing, I want my little girl to be healthy and not have to deal with all this, screaming, "It's just not fair" grumpy Mom. 'Cause acting like a 2 year old would be unbecoming for a woman of my age. Tomorrow back to the chin up, smile on the face, spring in my step thing. After all, tomorrow is another day, or so says Scarlet anyway. Love to all~ |
Today was an odd kind of day. It went from rainy and warm to now at 11 p.m. rainy and cold. In between there was some sunshine mixed with dark clouds in the distance. While I was way out in the country I glanced to my right and saw this. For me it had to be a sign; a sign that better times were ahead. I don't believe in coincidence and this rainbow was meant for me!
Another view
There's a place.......at the end of MY rainbow!
Today is a half and half day; part fall, part wineter. It rained hard all night and then this morning it was windy. Now about 1 P.M. it is getting downright chilly and the prediction is for snow flurries this evening.
Welcome to Tennessee! They say here that if you don't like the weather now, wait 10 minutes. I am not sure that I have made the adjustment from summer to fall yet and here we go winter. I have to admit that we have been having unseasonably warm temeratures for the last month or so, but, now it will be spitting snow tonight?
I enjoy the change of seasons, don't get me wrong. In Tennessee however, both Fall and Spring seem very short. We don't see much snow here so the winters are not like the Northeast that I am used to, but, Spring and Fall are my favorite seasons. I guess that I will be getting some Fall and some Winter today.
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